Here We Go Again

May 17

The most amazing volcano vid ever!

And if that doesn’t get you, the artistry will.

May 17

A friend showed me this and I thought it was amazing, deep. Never really thought about abandoned pools before.

May 11

Pain, my long, lost friend.

Oh how it sucks that a Beatles medley from abbey road blaring from my dad’s alarm clock radio could cause me so much anguish. But it does. In 3 minutes I was swiftly reminded of 2 failed relationships. I could feel my gut twisting and I wanted to pull on my hair till it hurt enough to bring me back to the present. I may not cut anymore but I am still acutely aware how pain affects me in a positive way. I still need pain to cope. I don’t care what anyone else says. Sure, it may not be conventional or even healthy. But neither is drinking, smoking, or ben&jerry’s.

Apr 21

Still sick, oh joy

and it really was a fever.

Apr 20

I totally feel like I am going to puke.

Peppermint only does so much. No fever but I am still really cold. Of course that could be bipolar mother nature. (the world may never know)

I need to ignore all that crap so I can do tags. It’s getting good.

Apr 20

quote Sarah Palin thinks Barack Obama is a wimp. She’s been going around to Tea Party rallies, invoking the spirit of revolutionary Boston and castigating Obama for failing to exalt American power and punish our adversaries. She seems blissfully unaware that the imperial arrogance she’s preaching isn’t how the American founders behaved. It’s how the British behaved, and why they lost. Palin represents everything the original Tea Party was against.

Apr 18

Thank You, President Obama →

Apr 18

Rotting Leaves and Smoldering Plastic Bags

That is what pot tastes like.
It was not fun, nor something I plan on repeating.
I finally gave in after all this time.
Peer pressure is a dangerous thing.
You see, I really do enjoy being white bread.

Apr 18

quote I like the dentist like you enjoy standing in the middle of london durring rush hour.

— Me to my autistic friend, David
Apr 18

Pain can shift desire to once unthinkable places

Avoiding the dentist = not one of my smarter moves

I now have a toothache that is so bad that it wakes me up and makes me cry. (I DON’T CRY!)

Seeing the dentist now seems like a dream come true. x_X

Apr 17

quote Yes, I like pussy. Does that make me a narcissist for liking something that I already have?

— Genevive Romanas
Apr 13

An avatar of one of my friends on SL. A Liger, I think. I want to cuddle it.

Apr 13

No, that's not his real name...

  • Me: *poke*
  • Codine: sup
  • Me: i dont want to hear you bitch about how i dont talk to you
  • Codine: Shaddup
  • Me: lol
  • i love you
  • i dont know you but i love you
  • Codine: I don't know you either. but I almost love you.
  • I have no clue who you are either. So that helps.
  • Me: lol
  • tyler's friend...
  • the human
  • Codine: OH Sup yous!!!!!
  • we got drunk together , remember
  • Me: yes, that was totally hot
  • Codine: What was 0_0
  • Me: (you are joking, right)
  • i dont drink
  • Codine: Oh, I guess I mistook you for the wrong Tylers friend
  • Me: the one from wisconsin
  • the one who likes choir music
  • the one who thinks of sex when she uses photoshop
  • Codine: OH Hhhhhhh okay I know who you are
  • Me: yeah
  • HER
  • Codine: Thats hot
Apr 13

HollyAnn gave me this new skin that makes me look evil. I know it costs a good bit of money but I didn’t have the balls to tell her it creeps me out. Call me odd but I LIKE being pale. I felt bad because Paul kept telling me how sexy I looked with dark skin. I think this may be a downside to being able to change your appearance at the slightest whim, even if it isn’t your whim. There was a time when I was aching for Paul to consider me in that light but now I’m not sure if that’s what I want anymore. It may be a silly game but somehow it feels like an insult that so many people have told me to change my skin color.

Apr 13

My SL date with Linus. He is a complete gentleman. This was at the end. It could have gone on for hours but it was 3 in the morning there. I know this can’t make up for real life but I can’t help but indulge.